heeeeeyyy, wow, i reely havent posted in my deviant in ages... to be honest, i actually never reely wrote in the journal... this is more of fulfilling a request to a certain someone (isnt it, hmmm??) ne how, i have come to the conclusion that you start out in life with a preset amount of potential within you. You can distribute this potential througout different areas: schoolwork, social life, sports, etc. I think im trying to stretch my personal potential limit to the max, eeh... ne how, the bowling fundraiser was pretty fun, judes a weener for not coming...

as far as deviatiaions go, i have about 4 on the way to be posted, they are not here at the current moment to technically difficulties with the el printaro... ne ne hooo... i actually made a few lovey-cute pics, or an attempt at leest, today... mostly once again from someone's beggggggiing, lol, jp... ne how, wen they do finally get posted, i hope u like them

*smcks self in face*
"i am so stupid................"

hmm i dont know if its possiblem but my burst of inspiration and creativity... might just be about up for a while... i reaaly reealy hope it isnt... cuz wen i cant draw... i cannot draw... although at the moment its mostly a lack of ideas, and all the good ideas im finding i cant do it the way i want... maybe ill go dabble with my photography for a little, i do have sum scans i want to post... but yeh, i hope its just a short block... i meen last time i had a super spark of creativity was last summer... a YEER AGO... eek... well, i have to put this one pic im working on down a dangerous sign of loss in creativity... if i dont its just gunna be crap and its having sum good potential so yeh... i guess i can put sum old work up, but thats like not very interesting...

maybe ill get to at leest start other projects... finish reeding, load the rest of my ipod music...

the ballpoint pen // hatchmark style ive developed recently... ive gotten one or two comments saying things like it reminds them of Dali or Tim Burton or JTHM [all things i love] as well as very macarbre... but they also say its not as morbid and scary as the forementioned things... i dunno, i think its because the emotions swirling around in my head aren't really horrific and violent, but more a forlorne feeling, and i think that reflects on my work... other words that come to mind: melancholy, depressed, gloomy... i think itd be pretty peculiar to have sum event happen in my life to completely offset this style into sumthing totally new ...


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*funnystory*
i was trying to do sum commision or w/e... a picture of tinkerbell... and evrytime i tried to draw the face it looked like a guy... reely weird... that type of stuff usually doesnt happen to me...

holy gazaahjawoozafitz!! maann, they featured me in the daily favorites!... they put "first encounter" in... i feel, wow... i dunno how... lol, in some ways i feel lame... ne how, im adding the screencap to my deviations, lmao...

wow, i got 100 pageviews in 4 days... 25 pageviews a day... i feel... happy...
i didnt think my work was that good, i guess i was wrong, i will continue to work hard
on my stuff and hopefully produce much more stuff until i get drained of creativity when
school comes again...

wheeee!! wat joy!!!